I'll be sure to miss kv when he is gone. His presence is comforting among all the chaos. As far as guy can go, he is the nicest that I've met.
Supposedly I should have gone school to do my CAID renderings today but due to personal reason; unhappy stuff, I just can't be bothered. Can you believe? P2 submission is this coming Tuesday and I have not done anything to it!
After this week, hopefully, I would be able to spent two months away from her. I supposed it would do some good to my emotional well beings but that would also mean I would drift away from another her for two months too.
I don't dislike her but at the same time I just can't bring myself to like her.
Sometimes I wonder if I had genuinely like anyone. She should have known what her problem is or at the very least have some idea of it but she just refuse to do anything bout it cause she find nothing wrong with it.
After disappearing for so long, When I finally got the chance to get back, feeling cheated, wishing to talk but did they care? No. All they care is to talk among themselves, about themselves. All of a sudden, everything seems to be so distant to me and I felt serene again. Feeling like an outsider viewing from afar, intruding yet not being there, I just retreat back to my safety zone and no one seems to notice. They just go on and on.
I wonder at that time if they were in my position how would they react?
I must be alot more forgiving then I had thought and like myself to be. I wonder why there don't seems to be any real anger in me. Is that good or bad?
Listening to Canon in D major makes me feel so serene. Someday, I would master it.
This is one of my favourite major piece of music. I react to it like no other. That and a few other songs.
I go through this period of time where I would be obsessed with a particular song and would listen to it all the time continously. So even after the obession fades, everytime whenever I hear that particular song playing, it would bring back all the feelings I had at that period of obession may it be good or bad. Mostly, It just made me feel wishful. All thoes bittersweet memories.
It's strange yet funny how in friendster you are always connected in one way or another. Is singapore really this small?
.Never.Ending.Rainbow. 4:48 PM
