I don't get how people always tell me that my sketches and manual renderings are all freaking good and stuff. Are they being fake or are thoes comments from the heart? I meant just when on earth did they even see my sketches? I hardly sketch and by that I meant HARDLY. The last intense sketch I did was during figure drawings and that's because I have to.
I enjoy sketching. Figure sketching. BUT I'm very lazy! Haha!
Esther called this morning and I was complaining to her how little stuff I have to show for my portfolio. All I had, thoes really decent ones, are my computer renderings. Which reminds me, I can't find my illustrator work. Damm! I must have deleted the files.
Anyway, she told me not to worry for my portfolio. Asked me to just show my sketches and they would be impress but thing is I only have few pieces of it and all are potraits and figures. But she told me to just any-o-how sketch some pieces now and compile it in and all will be fine. Lolx. She seems to have so much more faith in my abilities then I have in myself.
To think of it, actually. Everyone seems to have much more faith in my work then I have in myself. It's weird and it's confusing.
Bought another GUESS bag today. It's on sale so I guess it should makes me feel less guilty. I should start curbing my spending urges. Regretted buying the previous GUESS bag. I love the current one so much more. The previous bag is more of a need that want because it's size as it's suitable for my current use.
I want to get some tops for CNY but I've got no time to do some decent shopping.
Oh! I saw this cute little mini GUESS handbag in BHG today and it cost only $50 rounding up. Cheap! BUT I shouldn't get it. Got to keep telling myself I've bought enough. Sad but it's true isn't it?
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