After so long somehow have this sudden urge to blog again.
There are so many thoughts in my mind now and so many past memories just seems to come flooding back to me during the past few days. Looking at the year ones now in my Mat&P class and there are like so many new alien faces that I didn't know existed previously and being surrounded by them make me wish that somehow I'm back to the first sem of my first year.
Time indeed passes really fast in design school. I miss Jeanette, I missed Pui Yen, I missed Mei Ling. I missed thoes days of coming to school looking forward to see their faces, hanging out, talking all sorts of nonsensical stuffs, always trying to escape classes, coming in late and sneaking off to eat.
Call me emotional, yes I am! I don't deny it and yes I'm being moody and down these days having to come to school without them. I hate having to go school and seeing so many people around me leaving. It makes me wish to be gone too.
So much thoughts and so little words said. It's hard to pen down whatever that I'm feeling now. Somebody once asked me why are there so much sadness in my eyes now? I wish there are words to describe how I felt.
Did I mention that I dislike the year ones? They are just a bunch of selfish brats. Oh! And I hates relationship too. They are just some bothersome shit! Can I don't care? Really all thoes words that you've said to me but did you ever once really try to ask and listen to what I've said? Have you ever try to understand what I want too?
I'm just going to pass my Mat&P this time round and hopefully, hopefully, I could get an A for my ComDA.
Last thing, window vista simply sucks! I need Alias install in my laptop larx but its impossible for vista. What shit!
.Never.Ending.Rainbow. 1:06 PM
