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Saturday, May 13, 2006

hmm...how to sae nerz? basically today was a fun day larx though quite abit weird at first coz some is new faces bt all click quite soon. n by e end of e day juz keep talk n talk n talk. walk round e whole shopping centre juz for e sake of walking only so as nt to block ways bt actually nt looking at any things bt juz talkings n more talkings =D
bt seriously. gt tis one SUPER IRRITATING gal which i juz cannot stand! pat feels e same wif me too. actually dun really lyk tis gal frm e first day i see her liaoz. sometimes really gt e urge to blog abt her bt i trying to be nice larz juz start sch only dunno want any unpleasantness plus i dun get to see her dat much so ya juz take things in stride larx. bt who noe i really so "lucky" to be in e same care grp as her. nvm. i REN! n i did! well, tried anyway. avoided her as much as i can n when she tok i juz pretend i din hear or juz ya ya nod my head to show some response. BUT! she did something dat i really cannot take it lerx lorx plus before dat she is already lyk getting on my nerves lerx.
ryte come lets start e day frm e tym i wake up today. i think she called ming juan to meet up la to go together to sommerset, which i our meeting place. den frm there she found out dat ming juan is actually meeting me. so she send me a msg in e morning [ u meeting wif ming juan ryte? y not i meet u first den we go meet ming juan together?] frm here i think she can sense dat i dun really lyk her. either dat or she feels threatened by me(will get into dat ltr). kayz so e msg. by e tym i saw it i was lyk WAD? i dun wan to be alone wif u lorx. she stays in pasir ris too. so i din reply larx. juz pretend dat i nv see e msg. few mins ltr she called. so no choice have to pick up n obviously i can't reject wifout sounding nasty so no choice meet lo. e min she see me n saw my nano, she said. noe wad? i've decided.i'm going to bug n bug n if bug no use i'm going to find some ways to bully my parents into buying a mp3 for me too. when i heard tis, i was lyk wad? plz lo u r no longer a child ryte? u r 17 for god sake! n u have worked in e long holidays so its nt as if u dun have e money. if u really want it so much n had asked ur parents ONCE or maybe twice they refused to buy for u den go buy it urself larz! u can't everything go running to ur parents derx mahx. she is laidat derx. everything parents dun wan buy for her, den she will okayz lorx. den i shall wait till they buy for me. totally refuse to use her own money u noe. u can't expect ur parents to support u for ur whole life ryte? grow up larz. even my nano is i buy using MY own money derx lorx. i told her larx if ur parents alredy said no den u can saved to buy urself no need to buy a super ex one n she said no. i dun wan. n i was lyk fine lo den u shall go try ur luck.
aft dat, i kept quiet during e whole journey unless she tok to me(which nt very often) coz i all gave monotonic replies.
n things were fine larx. by e type reached e meeting place, i start to avoid her lerx. had our grp discusison . as i had guess, she volunteered to come my home to bake aft seeing ming juan raise her hand(as pat said derx. i din really go notice it) so left wif no choice. can't possibly say no i dun want to take u to my house. den aft disussion ended most of us all went movies. only a few nt free gtg. ryte. n so aft movied we go walk walk n thats e part where it really tick my nerve. evrytime we talks n laugh sometimes abit too loud i agree coz our action very big bt its common wad esp when u wif a big grp. bt nono.everytime we laughed or played dat irritating gal will say ehz nt so loud can anot. ppl lookin lez. n i'm thinking so wad? u really think ppl will look mehz? its so totally common. its really juz her imagination. n even if ppl wan to look, who ask u go bother? hack them larz.
tis is still nt e main prob. main thing is when we go shop shop dat tym go past tis shop where i saw tis shoes which really super nice! its somewhat lyk boots bt nt boots den i say i really lyk it mahx den my fren comment ehz tis looks lyk boots lez. so i replied yah. dats y i lyk it. i had fetish for boots. dats when SHe start telling ppl yah yah she oso had a fetish for boots. n i was lyk PLEASE LORX! u dun even own a single pair of boots still want copy me say u lyk dem. did u even noe wad fetish means anot? english sux lyk hell. all my frens all noe i had tons of boots at home derx horx. DAT! is called fetish for boots! so far within 2 short year i had owned 6 diff design of boots wad abt her? only one pathetic ugly pair dat cannot even be counted as boots n she go ard telling ppl dat? WTH's wrong wif her! i noe she trying to copy me larx bt i kept quiet n now tis??? BLOODY IDIOTIC SHIT! HAH! when she first see me i was wearing boots larz. practically e whole tym i wear them. n aft a few days she asked me u really lyk boots dat much arz? they look nice mehz? nt uncomfortable mehz? i juz replied ya i lurve it n no. once use it it is actually very comfy derx unless u buy thoes cheap cheap ones maybe it will pain larz. i dunno coz i nv try before. den she asked nt ex mehz??? i juz say ya larz dat is of coz derx mahx. n she asked agn wah ur family rich horz ur parents all bought for u so many things. EXCUSE ME! i saved n buy it using my own money derx lorx! wad parents buy! i nt a mummy kid! y wld my mum buy for me when she dun even approve me of wearing it in e first place? u think everybody same as u are extort money frm ur parents. stingy lyk hell! aft dat is criticism lerx. ehz! y u dress until laidat arz? laidat nice mehz? ehz y u wear shorts arz? ur short very short u noe anot? ARGH!!! they r nt short lorx have u seen thoes real short shorts? auntie! mine still covered my half of my tight can! n dats during camp wad u want to me wear? long jeans lyk u? which idiot wore jeans to camp? u nt hot i hot! GRGR.......at least i gt some dress sense. i noe i dun dress normal bt at least i look nice n presentable in wad i wear. unlike her totally zero fashion sense. her taste really sux lyk hell! i noe larz she jeluz of e way i dress n look n totally want to copy bt please larz had ur own style can anot? wads wrong wif her keep wanting to compete wif me. auntie! u nt tired i tired! i will always rmb her remarks lorx(first day of camp alr start going ard asking wad ppl gt for there 'O's lerx)." huh! den i this science student need to compete wif u tis kind of art distinction ppl isn't it very difficult? wad to do har? wad to do har?" go bang ur head against the wall larz! wad to do! i gt say want compete wif u mehz? i'm a well known slacker. i gt a feeling in her eyes i'm thoes kind of rich n pampered kid which i'm MOST definetely N.O.T!!! my family is nt rich by any standard too. juz dat i nt as stingy as her. is dat a crime? N i'm definetely nt some soft-spoken gal dat can be bullied which u mistook me for.
Gt so bloody irritated wif her dat juz now on e way back aft we split, coz all stay diff direction, den i juz suddenly say ehz XXX can u go do posters or sundae anot? coz i suddenly rmb jeremy oso say want come my house to bake den i oso cannot bring so many ppl home. plus jeremy had told be abt it long ago lerx lorx. so liadt she no choice larz had to agree wif me. den aft dat! i start to retaliate lerz. i juz suddenly shout EHZ MING JUAN! U NOE RYTE I TOTALLY CANNOT STAND TIS FREN OF MINE. ALWAYS ONLY DARE TO TALK N TALK N TALK, COMENT N COMENT N COMENT, BT HORZ ONLY WORS LEZ. WHEN ASKED TO DO HORZ, QUIET AS A MOUSE. YST LORX! CHAT WIF HIM DEN HE KEEP COMPLAINING ABT HOW UNHAPPY HE IS IN HIS PLOY LIFE N HIS COURSE, HOW HE DISLIKE IT SOO MUCH. DEN I TOLD HIM LARX IF U REALLY DUN LYK AND CAN'T EXCEPT IT, BT HE SUN WANT> SCARED TIS SCARED BT ONLY NOE HOW TO COMPLAIN. DEN STILL SAY HE SO ENVIOUS OF MY IN DESIGN, SO COOL. HOW HE WISH HE IS IN TOO.DEN HE KEEP THINKING I IN DESIGN HAVING AN EASY LIFE LORX. i think ming juan gt a big shock larx coz i juz suddenly laidat shout out in e train. den blink blink at me den start to reply lo. n i shou agn. YA THERE IS TIS ONE OTHER KIND OF PPL WHOM I REALLY HATE OTHER DEN THOES DAT ONLY NOE TO TALK BIG BT NO ACTION. WHICH IS THOES 2 HEADED-SNAKE HYPROCRITES! AT UR FRONT IS ONE FACE AT UR BACK IS ANOTHER FACE. PRETENDS N PRETENDS N PRETENDS. WORSE IS LAIDAT NT ENOUGH! THEY STILL LURVES TO COPY U THE WAY TO TALK N ALL THOES NONSENCE. ming only reply abit larz to dat den we switched topic lerx. of coz my purpose of shouting is to hint hint to some other ppl mahx.which she obviously noe i talking abt her larz. coz sudenly e min i start shouting she stop talking n is as quiet as a mouse. i think she worried dat i will tear off her mask. bt no larz i nt so bad. first offenders i hint hint only. tis is juz a statement to say dat i'll will nt keep quiet any longer n dun think i dun dare to do any kind of extreme things lyk shouting in e train for e whole world to hear. i noe ppl is looking which i juz ignored. i'm nt those whom u can bully n expect me to shut my mouth lyk e coward way. NO! i will nt! want play games wif me? den we shall all play together. =D
i noe she knew i'm commenting abt her mahx which is y she gt so puffed up and angry yet dun dare to utter a sound. if nt angry, den dat normal XXX will tok n tok n tok derx. bt no she whole journey look out her phone look look at e photos n played games only. den when resch pasir ris? she juz walked off norz ignoring me. i mean noraml ppl even to ppl whom u dun noe y wld say bye when going off ryte? which she totally din. n tis show dat she juz admitted e things i said juz now is abt her isn't it?so stupid of her to do so if u ask me. at least when she treated laidat i still take it in stride n say bye to her when i'm leaving n hi to her when i see her n noe dat she see me lo. wdv~ waiting to see if she wld show show response to the things i said anot.
ltr have to be in sch by 9am n she wld be there thought nt sure of e time. bt it wld be interesting to see her reaction to me. =))
lolx relate tis issue to a few ppls juz now n they all say yah! dats me. totally my way of doing things.n needles to say very interested to see tis gal.

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Someone who will be there
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when everything falls apart.

It is not fair
to show someone the sun
and then to banish them from it.

Even the devil may cry
when he looks around hell
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